For Selena Gomez, even the happiest moments carry a way of apprehension.
On Sept. 25, the singer and her now-husband, document producer Benny Blanco, tied the knot. However what was purported to be a second of sheer bliss and pleasure turned a supply of tension for Gomez.
“I got married, and then I was sobbing because I was like, I’m going to die the next day,” Gomez mentioned, laughing, throughout a Thursday look at Fortune’s Most Highly effective Girls convention.
However what wasn’t a laughing matter was the actor admitting that she finds it tough to embrace pleasure as a result of she is all the time bracing herself for the metaphorical shoe to drop.
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“When something great happens in my life, I expect something bad to happen,” she revealed.
“I can just get wrapped up in that as opposed to enjoying things,” she mentioned. “And I would say that’s my biggest conflict sometimes, when wonderful things happen.”
The actor confessed to having difficulties with being “present” within the second and having fun with the journey, as a result of behind her thoughts, issues may all be taken from her and not using a second’s discover.
Gomez and Blanco introduced their marriage by posting a carousel of marriage ceremony photographs on Instagram on Sept. 25.
In April, Blanco recounted their first kiss, which didn’t fairly finish the best way he had hoped.
“I kissed her right away … and right, right away her heart started beating so quickly, and she started getting a rash on her face, and she was so nervous,” Blanco mentioned.
