PARIS/MADRID, Nov 5 (Reuters) – Spain’s disgraced former king, Juan Carlos, feels deserted and misunderstood, together with by his son and inheritor, King Felipe VI, and by different shut members of the family, in keeping with his memoir that went on sale in France on Wednesday.
In “Reconciliation”, Juan Carlos, 87, stated he understood why Felipe wanted to be “firm as king” in public, holding his father at a distance, however stated it was painful that “as a son he should be insensitive.”
Juan Carlos, who performed a key function in Spain’s transition to democracy after the loss of life of dictator Francisco Franco, stated he bitterly regretted an affair with Danish-German socialite Corinna zu Sayn-Wittgenstein-Sayn, saying it had harmed his fame amongst his compatriots and led to his downfall and self-imposed exile in Abu Dhabi.
“I gave freedom to the Spanish people by establishing democracy but I was never able to enjoy that freedom for myself,” he wrote. “Now that my son has turned his back on me out of duty, now that those who call themselves my friends have turned their backs on me, I realise that I have never been free.”
Juan Carlos stated he needed to return to Spain, take pleasure in a quiet retirement and a harmonious relationship with Felipe, and be buried with state honors.
The 512-page memoir, written in collaboration with French journalist and writer Laurence Debray, is an try to reclaim his legacy after a long time of scandal, Juan Carlos stated.
“My father always advised me not to write my memoirs,” he wrote. ”(Kings’) secrets and techniques stay buried within the shadows of their palaces. Why am I disobeying him at the moment? I really feel as if my story is being stolen from me.”
EX-KING SAYS HE GREATLY RESPECTED FRANCO
Born in exile in Italy in 1938 throughout the Spanish Civil Struggle, he was separated from his mother and father on the age of 10 after being summoned to Spain by Franco, who groomed him to be his successor.
Juan Carlos stated he grew to admire Franco, who dominated Spain for 36 years.
“I respected him enormously, appreciated his intelligence and political sense,” wrote Juan Carlos, who was topped king two days after Franco’s loss of life in 1975.
He additionally wrote in regards to the loss of life in 1956 of his 14-year-old brother Alfonso in Portugal because the pair cleaned a pistol – the primary time he stated he had spoken of the traumatic episode.
“I lost a friend, a confidant. He left a huge void,” Juan Carlos wrote. “Without his death, my life would have been less bleak, less unhappy.”

As king, Juan Carlos shortly carried out reforms that led to democratic elections in 1977. For a lot of his reign he was a preferred determine due to the function he performed in steering Spain’s transition to democracy.
Nevertheless, public opinion turned in opposition to him on the top of Spain’s monetary disaster in 2012, when many Spaniards misplaced their jobs, after particulars emerged of a lavish elephant-hunting journey in Botswana with Sayn-Wittgenstein-Sayn.
He abdicated in 2014 and moved to the United Arab Emirates in 2020.
Felipe canceled his stipend when it grew to become recognized that he was the topic of money-laundering investigations in Spain and Switzerland. Each circumstances have been finally dropped. “I am accused of numerous offences, of having enriched myself through alleged commissions, without any proof or basis,” he wrote.
He stated the extra-marital relations ascribed to him by the media, together with an alleged tryst with the late Princess Diana, have been “mostly entirely fictitious”. He discovered Diana “cold, taciturn, distant, except in the presence of the paparazzi”, he wrote.
“Reconciliation” was printed in France on Wednesday by Editions Inventory and can be printed in Spain on December 3 by Planeta.
(Reporting by Lewis Macdonald, Aislinn Laing and Charlie Devereux, further reporting by Inti Landauro Modifying by Gareth Jones).
